Thank God Its Friday

Ive had the most exhausting week and been stuck on tweak mode for two days gonna be three soon..guess whos not sober anymore?Yup,but ive done fairly well in school this week im exhausted tho and ive had no time for myself..i have to prepare for a chapter test thats on tuesday and the final for this module which is on wensday -_- but my boyfriend said i need a night to enjoy myself so were getting dressed up and catching a movie tonight..hope thats what i need..im so sleepy..all i do is sleep and eat and the ocassional tweak..i dont feel like i have time for myself or my boyfriend anymore plus school where the fuck is all my time going?i woke up this morning singing “Clean cup clean cup move down move down clean cup clean cup move down” now all i have to say is am i going mad?I must be loseing it.

Anonymous said: oh sweetie don't say this, lose your ana i'll be verry good for u, i saw your pics and u're so skinny and pretty don't need this anymore... please eat ok ? and be happy you can dear, i know u can do this, hey let's go be happy with your boyfriend, your friends u're a strong and a powerful girl don't forget this ok ? xoxo letty

Thanks hunny :) but i still miss when food was the demon..

nowherebutuuuuuup said: oh ): im here if u wanna talk,always.okay? :)

0oay sweetie thanks and same here :)

rainbowmyfuckinsoul said: Hey you okay?

im okayish

Anonymous said: hey bri, remember me ? letty, your friend ... so i read your last post and i'm happy u have a couple now ^^ don't destroy your hapiness for ana, you're beautiful and have a wonderful boyfriend don't destroy it for nothing

I lost my ana ways :/ help me.

“Tough times never last, but tough people do.”
– Robert H. Schuller (via seeminglyxsimple)

My boyfriend wants to see my blog,

he wants to see whats eaten me in the past he wants to see what demons crawl threw his little girls head..i cant let him endure the pain that was my eating disorder..i cant let him see it..i want so badly to go back to my broken ways where food was greed i was winning i was clean..now im dirty full of choclate and sugars.